| The dream;
Incubus or Fantasy?
Vagary or Bliss?
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I can still recall :
The night forehead kisses.
How my hand will always be above yours when they are locked together ( The upper hand will always be the imperious party =) )
Your shoes are a size 6
You're a size M for Gio polos
You jeans are size 28/30 ( At least that's what cat told me )
You enjoy indulging at NYDC
You simply adore baked rice.
You considered Fish and Co as an appeasing place to dine at.
You fancy Curry Instant Noodles with an egg in it.
You like slurping on clam chowder.
We were supposed to live in a penthouse.
I was supposed to drive a VW beetle, while you ride on your phantom.
You'll support me even if I'm a dunce with limited education.
You dyed your hair blue before.
We almost got caught for our sandalous act.
You purchased a MP3 player from an unknown stranger.
I attended your lecture, once.
We both bought watches for one another during Valentine's day.
We were supposed to go sun tanning every weekend.
We intended to cycle every sunday.
We were supposed to go for a 3 days 2 night cruise.
We made a deal to watch Harry Potter together.
I promised to earn enough money so that you'll be able to respray your bike in JB.
That you paid 150 bucks to top up my hi card when I was away in Europe.
I also got annoyed and jealous because I thought you had a crush on Lucinda.
No wait, I always turn green when you talked to other girls.
The baby blabbers you always gave me.
The first time you held my hand ( We were crossing the road that was infront of the Esplanade. p/s: you were the one who told me so )
We bought a hippo and a cow from raffles place.
Our midnight movies ( which I always ended up dozing off )
Our stay overs at Cat's place.
Our nightwalks at Ang Mo Kio.
When you present me with a Maroon 5 CD.
When you went all out to get for Evanscence's first song disc.
When you bought for me the entire series of Snow Angel from Ang Mo Kio.
Our hotel 81 stays.
When we chased two orange cats.
When I skipped school and met you at my house's bus stop.
When we bought food for a particular black cat at Ang Mo Kio's NTUC but never had the chance to feed it. ( The can's still in my drawer, btw )
When we stole a durian and some mangos.
When you first cried for me.
When I went berserk because of a relapse from Bulimia.
When I always forced you to apologise.
How adorable you were when you did the "flap flap" gesture.
How simliar you look to Xiao Bai.
How you enjoyed watching Batman Forever over at my place.
How we always changed Hamham's wood shavings.
How silly you were when you told me you bought sunflower seeds from school for Hamham.
How upset we were when Hamham ran away.
How heinous your mood got when you met your first accident outside my place. ( Sadly, I was the last to know )
How you always ambushed me with midnight treats.
How you gave me a sunflower, different flavors of lozenges and a scribbled letter when I was down with a sore throat.
When you gave me a Taka Jewellery diamond necklace for my birthday.
When I teased you for wearing sandals with jeans.
When you wore your red long sleeves shirt and black pants ( you looked utterly stunning btw =) )
When we first went clubbing, and you didn't want to dance.
When you ate at golden cafe for the first time after Gotham.
When you sang chinese songs I never once understood.
When you had an obsession over JJ, Lin Jun Jie.
When you kept singing, "I dont wanna know".
When you always embrace me in your arms.
When we studied at Changi Airport ( and fell asleep on the chairs at Macdonalds )
How freezing it was when we took the morning bus rides.
You love chawamushi (spell?) and that I love salmon sashimi.
When you pierced your tongue with Keayern.
You wore a blue long sleeves shirt with jeans and carried a backpack on our first official date ( You melted my heart when I first noticed you crossing the road beside Taka )
You wore a white shirt,jeans and a nike sling bag when we watched a Cinderella Story starring Hilary (You borrowed a book from the libary while waiting for my arrival )
When I first met you and we had a heart to heart conversation at clark quay. (And you said my hair stink cause of my hair spray, lol. )
The regular 1pm meet up on each Sat.
When I first fried for you fish and chips and left them outside your place.
When you had a fetish for snickers.
When we took our first Neoprints with Alicia, Nikk and Nikk's brother.
When we rented VCDs from Video-Ez.
When we first went Serangoon Gardens' coffee bean to study with cat cat ( I still have the video in my previous samsung phone )
Our first kiss at pasir ris's beach. ( We also spotted people fishing and made a hilarious bet )
When I told you the differences between satalites and stars.
How affronted you were when we saw a maid wearing the same blue convese jersey you had.
Your morning smses.
The way you bombed my phone when I didn't reply.
When we watched Chucky's bride on my sister's notebook ( my parents were out of town, remember? )
The way you "slump" during msn conversations.
The adorable expression of yours when you're delighted.
The times when I watched you sleep.
How I failed to abide to my promises. ( But you were never once antsy nor tipped over about it; You're always that forgiving =) )
When you signed up a new m1 line for me.
When we watched The Maid together.
When you still bothered to be chafe at me cause cat stayed over.
When you gave me a precious moments cup which says,"You complete my heart".
When you bought me chicken pie from polar express.
When you brought over your mum's toothsome Bah Kut Teh.
When you went drinking with Cat ( without my knowledge )
When you spoofed silly nonsense.
When you left nine roses, zam bak and a treasured letter outside my place ( It was on the 2nd of Oct 2004)
When your grades got affected ( by me that is )
When you first told me you were jealous.
When you made a heart out of candles and left a bouquet of sunflowers in the middle of it.
When you waited for me after school.
When you were with me to collect my results for the N levels.
When you always present with with all sorts of flowers.
When you tried giving me another surprise on Valentine's day ( this time, I was at school ) but I destroyed it.
When you asked Jia Xin to give me a basket of flowers cause I was down.
When you asked Rachel,Poh Sim and gang to lie to me so you can present me with an abrupt surprise ( Yes, flowers again. But I'll never get sick of 'em (= )
When I scolded you for complaining to me about your bike ( I'm sorry )
When you always kept to your promises.
When you started dishonouring them due to unforeseen quandaries ( And to think I made a big fuss out of nothing )
When you told me you loved me on a particular Sunday night.
When your feelings started to fade.
When I tried to get you back. ( but it was all too late )
When you told me I had to let go.
When you said we're better off as friends.
When I've fallen head over heels for u ( I still am )
When I told you I'm never going to let go.
When you entered my life, 1st oct 2004 =)
When you left...
I never realised you were such a stupendous girlfriend. I never noted how much you did for me.
In fact, you were the very best. I'll wait for my turn to repay you back these saccharine delights, with interest.
This, I promise.
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All along I've been grooming my image.
All along I've been trying to obtain condolements and compassions.
I'm a wench, a whore.
I never deserved anything but karma.
Well done;
You're finally tasting your own medicine, cheryl L. |
12:22 PM