| I'm having this advisory with Racheal now and in some way, it injected some senses into me. Well apparently, Rach and I was having this common topic apropos our exs. The only factor that differs is that she's playing the part of Jack, while I was portraying the image of Jill. Nonetheless, it surfaced the reasons why I behaved like a drama queen during my relationship with Celeste; It was merely because of that speck of attention.
Then again, it revealed to me that I've actually altered my character, till the extent that my reflection's no longer kosher. I've been adhering to abolish that deviant behavior, that I couldn't keep up with the updates. I've lost my pride and have been emitting sparks of desperation. Perhaps, this breakage should actually elucidate the doubts I possessed and allow me to discard the debris formed deep within.
rach - fuck stressheads says:
you know,if you can tell me these,it means whatever ppl said has got into you
rach - fuck stressheads says:
it's just waiting for you to realise it..
rach - fuck stressheads says:
actually i know you know its not worth
rach - fuck stressheads says:
but you just cant let go.
rach - fuck stressheads says:
but dear,you got to.
She conveyed my deepest emotions. Still, I wince whenever I hear her bliss. I know I'm a felon, but a part of me's assured that I'll be able to captivate her better than the current damsel. That's the reason why I never wanted to leave everything as a retrospect.
Perhaps the grass on the other side's greener. But It'll be a while till I'm able to testify it for myself; For the torch for her has not been diminished. |
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