| My thoat's inflamed and my temperature's a burning 39 degrees. I've work later, tomorrow and the day after. I'm off on Wednesday's though, yay. =)
I miss celeste and it's arousing pangs of despondency. It made me swallow an entire chocolate fudge cake last night, despite having the most heinous throat ever. Somehow, I'm yearning that she'll still visit with sunflowers, lozenges and showering an elephantine amount of TLC on me. But fantasies'll remain as that, no point craving for nothing.
I had a conversation with one of the exs last night, and somehow, it brought back reminisces; Not of the ex girlfriend but rather, retrospects of Celeste. Queer, just utterly queer. It's hard trying to brush everything aside and forcing yourself to bid your goodbyes. It's agonizing to know that she's all blithe now. My life's immensely warped now; I'm becoming treacherous and individualistic.
Obnoxious,loathsome, execrable - just these three words to describe the overall situation.
Oh yes, if any of you're going to get affected by my indites, be it 'cause I'm not allowed to express my inner torments or, anything similar. Just a kind reminder, you're not obliged to read my blog. Just scram if you must.
=) A load off my chest, for now. It'll be back to the same rants in time to come. And did i mention? Both my area manager and supervisor are gays, or so I think. Rah. |
12:14 PM