| Honestly I didn’t mean to cry so hard the heartache was pouring in like rain
I didn’t mean to show I care
Honestly I didn’t mean to laugh so loud but it just sounds so absurd to say that you want me
Say that you need me after everything you’ve done
Really truly I didn’t mean to hurt you I just thought that maybe now
We’d have better luck the second time around
Its always better the second time I hear
Find me in the evening when your ready to dance
And I will take you to places where you never thought you'd have the chance to love
Love
Love is all we have
I will run myself in circles here without you
Please believe that I tried my best to forget you but the memories keep flooding back like tears
I didn’t mean to fall in love
But sitting here waiting for this is torture
I'm so glad you're far away
Is that a terrible thing to say?
Well, I wonder if you're ok
I would run myself in circles here without you
I've tried and tried
And I can't hide from your love
But I'll run in circles here, without you.
-Bethany Joy Lenz, Honestly
Been IMMENSELY busy with work and it's making me sink into enervation. Nonetheless, despite my not very forcible attempts to unbend my label, I'm still falling back to square one.
Somehow, I came to know that guys still contrast extremely, acutely from lesbians. They seem to protrait the same amplitude of desperation. Take *** for example, he kept coming up with excuses to hold my hand on our very first date meet up.
Then again, could it be because I've never ever actually dated a guy before?
20 exs, but all females. Goodness, I'm such a bummer. |
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