| I've been eating and bawling since 3.30 pm. So far, I've consumed 25 pieces of cookies, 30 pieces of FRIED chicken, 1/2 kg of french fries, 3 chicken pies and 1/2 a packet of gummies.
Yes, just as you guessed, I did excessively badly my Os. Still, who have I to blame but myself. I mean, no one forced me to leave 4 papers unfilled. Hah.
I have alot of bewilderments beneath me. Yet, it seems that they can never be expunged. In addition, having a sister and a crush who are undergrads does actually increase my inferiority. Or maybe, I just want to be flawless among the untarnished ones.
Fuck it. I hate myself for being stupid and I abhor myself for being such a crybaby.
Still, why? I had 3 distinctions for my Ns. I don't fucking deserve such obnoxious grades.
Whatever. I'm just going to eat my life away and perhaps, go on a hiatus. |
6:43 PM