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Wednesday, May 31, 2006



I shall abstain myself from alcohol.
=(
Instant hangovers are silent killers, me don't like.
On a lighter note,



Happy Birthday LioLio. More frenches in time to come, alright? haha. Love u big time, Best Friend.

Ryl's virgin waterfall
musical carousels 9:17 AM
Thursday, May 25, 2006

I like school.
and
I miss you.


PS: I HAVE NOTHING TO BLOG ABOUT, LA.
musical carousels 10:35 AM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006

I love double dates, especially with those two country pumpkins. =)

MORE TO COME, right sua ku poks?

p/s : I love Jelly Beans and also, the way you locked ur fingers to mine.
musical carousels 12:33 AM
Saturday, May 20, 2006

The sun's playing hide and seek with my window panels, and today's morning messages made me frantic in worry.

I don't know, but somehow, it seems like old flames are always better than newly lighted ones. What amazes me most is how reminisces are able to chain you to that silly term called, Love - be it good or bad. Whatever, my mood for today's outing has eroded.

Best friend, do whatever you wish, cause, what matters most is your charming smile. Hugs.

So much for witnessing a happy beginning though. =(

Oh, allow me to ask, what do lovers do? And, can you call a long distant best friend your lover?

I'm totally apalled by BF's comment box. Like, what's up with some people? Why take such a huge detour, when you know your heart's already sealed to Lio's? Why conduct those harsh torments, and after which, insists that she's your reason to eat,breathe,live,shit, yadda yadda? Why are you so down right selfish and lastly, why must you be such a spoiler? Look, cutter, slicer, whatever, you don't derserve to love someone so saccharine and believe me, I've every right to interfere cause,

1) You're toying with my best friend.
2) You ruptured my trust.
3) SYL's extremely paramount.

I know, I'm harsh and ultimately, it's still Lio's choice. But, I doubt I'll be able to sit back and let this two loverbirds be ripped apart by some saddist who don't know what self love's truly about.
musical carousels 9:39 AM
Friday, May 19, 2006

22 May, Monday : 2pm-5pm Social behavior Lesson. ( WTH!? )
23 May, Tuesday: 2pm-5pm Human and Mass Comm.
24 May, Wednesday : 2pm-5pm Tech. of professional writing/speaking
25th May, Thursday : 2pm-5pm TDMC
26th May, Friday : 2pm-5pm HMC.

I'm no longer excited about school.


The ASM of Karen Millen just called and said that I've to serve my one day notice, else my pay's going be cut and I'll be blacklisted by Wing Tai. =(

Mediacorp's getting wayyy boring and our local advertisments are irrational nonsensical. Take the Pizza Hut one as an example, how can a delivery boy afford a credit card? Also, how can you have a class reunion ( with banner somemore), without even sending out any invitations? Fucking absurd please. I NEED CABLE!

Digressing, I'll be meeting Lio tomorrow. =) Finally, something alluring to look forward too.

Lastly, THE DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES HOUSEHUBANDS ARE FUCKING CUTE! Oprah made my day by inviting those 3 gorgeous men to her show.

Shall ask Daddy to hire a gardener for our new house, and make him wear a thong while plucking our weeds and such.



I'm just kidding. Guys ( apart from the househubbies! ) are just TOO grody.
musical carousels 6:18 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006

My VERY BEST FRIEND. =) ♥

More than words (= says:
she was there with me all e way
so fucking swt la
hehe gen looks cute lah! must cherish her, and she must cherish u
if not i burn down billy bombers
BF! we're both dating our seniors?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
hahahahaha


Cheryl Lio, Also known by the initials, R Y AND L, the damsel who adores the twilight glow of the midnight sky, have a mini obsession with hazelnut pralines, appreciates fine dining, admires the Esplanade's foreground and exults at sight of scarlet roses (that are fully bloomed) - I officially declare that you shall be my bosom buddy till the sun rises in the west. BFF. =)
musical carousels 2:19 AM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Tell me why did I bother again? says:
i know. relationships dont need to be rushed , but, emotions can be rather cunning.
it puts u on cloud nine, and unknowingly, rips u apart
it draws you away from reality. After which, conducts an abrupt departure,
leaving you stucked in that sick reverie of urs, which soon, turns to a heinous nightmare.


JP. says:
true.
but look, i got out of that relationship i had previously in a month
a month after, i found someone who loves me dearly, and cares so much for me.
i'm sure you can do that to.
it's not the end of the world when you lose someone u love
considering
that person;s not related to you
nor is even your family member
all you need is your wanting to move on, and get out of this sticky situation


JP. says:
you see
you dont even know
the right one will soon arrive.
i'm sure of it.
of course you do have suitors.
just that you dont realize it
yeah.
why do people have to get attached?.
it's okay to be single you know
it's not such a dread to be single

JP. says:
look, if a minor setback like this is going to get to you, i dont know what will happen if a typhoon strikes singapore.
AIYAH
stop being silly.
musical carousels 7:27 AM
Sunday, May 14, 2006

It's amazing to know that I'm able to smile and experience Celeste's current bliss.

What about you?

I've alot of things on my mind, yet, I'm totally enervated to sort 'em out.

But, I do know that Love's superficial, that's that.

School's starting in 8 days time, it's about time, isn't it? hah.
musical carousels 2:16 AM
Saturday, May 13, 2006

Cheryl's going to conduct a major personality makeover for herself.

She shall learn to live life to it's fullest and perhaps, cease those bimbotic gestures.

She SHALL,



BE A SOCIAL WORKER!
musical carousels 1:14 PM
Friday, May 12, 2006

Should I cut my hair?
musical carousels 3:36 PM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Intimidating nightmares, uncontrollable bawls, foreseen conclusions, plus, a ruptured heart.

Thank god I've Peter with me. At least, he allows me to draw my desired ending.


I won't be blogging, until I've gotten over the agonies within.
musical carousels 10:58 AM

how now brown cow says:
u know
how now brown cow says:
if she can hurt u lk tt
how now brown cow says:
she doesnt honestly love u u know


....but I thought she did.
musical carousels 1:45 AM
Saturday, May 06, 2006

Anticipations are the masterminds of pure dejections.

So,listen up Xue,stop expecting and freeze those tears of yours.

Learn to be nonchalant and just follow the current.



Understand?
musical carousels 10:59 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006

There's this part of me who deeply yearns to post photos of all my purges and daily intake online, and totally warp this monotonous blog into something like Xiaxue's.

Only thing's it'll be much more ghastly, disregarded and definitely, immerging myself in the sea of humiliation.

Anyhow, I think I ought to die soon enough.

People don't bother, they just don't and there's nothing I can do about it, like seriously.

So much for honey coated words and luscious gestures.

Star gazing

There goes the only time where I wanted some sollitary, with you.

I realised that differences can be a major issue to all relationships.

Oh well, fuck it.
musical carousels 6:43 PM

Singing, Sheryl Crow's I'm a bitch, I'm a lover, aloud, time's 3.47 am, Am
happy, A tad bit tired, losing my blogging mojo ( yes, AGAIN! ) , Off day's tomorrow, Star gazing at Marina Bay ( I hope ), I love Lio, I've so much to tell Huiwen, feeling FAT, gaining weight, Flawless complexion's consumed by PIMPLES, Feeling very fat, again, Miss JP and Jojo ( seriously! ), Saw Silly Glynis.

Lastly, Sunflowers and one Big teddy.

Alright, you do the piecing.
musical carousels 3:47 AM

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