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Thursday, June 29, 2006

Shopping with Flora dearest. =)
musical carousels 11:19 PM

Dinner at Billy Bombers, companied by a few love ones ( not shown in picture though ) = FUCKING SHIOK SIA.
musical carousels 2:58 AM
Monday, June 26, 2006

I haven't been attending school, and I seriously reckon I'll have to repeat my entire set of modules and kiss my VW beetle good bye.

Oh well, just as Gen said, It's turning into a vicious habit, and it seems like I won't be able to break it, after all.

I need a job, like so badly. 'Cause no job simply means no income. How to go shopping like that? =(

UGH. I'm very grumpy today. And I mean, GRUMPY.

Projects are starting the scare the shit out of my anus.

Did I mention that I'm very grumpy today?

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musical carousels 2:20 PM

Punggol Jetty
I'm blown away when I look at you
While you look at me
'Cause you see me so completely
I'm overwhelmed by the way it feels
'Cause I know it's real
When you reach out to touch me
You consume me, you know I can't resist
And you move me, with the power of a little kiss
-Chris Cagle, Ton of Love
*Click on pic to enlarge
musical carousels 12:34 AM
Saturday, June 24, 2006

Audition was hilarious. I had to try out for two different roles. One was to act as this hysterical-gone-overly siao girl called Sara, who has just lost her sister due to some chemicial explosion or something. The other was some broadcaster reporting about the heinous situation.

Nonetheless, I hate compeititons. And it's not really appealing to know that there are about 4457 gorgeous people vying for that apathetic 5 minutes role on television.

I'm contemplating whether should I remove my tongue stud; it is affecting my articulation, quite drastically in fact.

post note : My tongue isn't very long to being with anyway.

I think I should sign up for speech and drama. Or perhaps, some money sucking course which helps to stimulate your confidences. =(

I want to be the next jeanette aw, like so badly. GAH.

See, this is why I'll never make it big in life.
musical carousels 2:38 PM

Video on youtube :
A very irritated Xiao Bai

Typical, hardly the type although
I like him physical, dont leave me askin for more
Im a sexy mama
Who knows just how to get what I wanna
What i wanna do is bring this on ya
That backup the things that I told ya
You been sayin all the right things all along
But I can't seem to get you over here to help take this off.

10 mins sketch - This is what you do on a raw Saturday morning.





Auditions @ Mediacorp tomorrow. I'm getting cold feet now. =( Oh well, I might just not turn up for it anyway.

I'm such a bummer, and bummers aren't supposed to be models.

And to add salt to the wound, MY FUCKING RIGHT WISDOM TOOTH'S GROWING TOO. DOUBLE TONG TONG LAH.
musical carousels 1:05 AM
Friday, June 23, 2006

I've just read Beryl's blog and realised she has already completed her HMC report, which I've not even googled any fucking shit about it.

God, I'm slacking too much, I don't even know how am I supposed to indite a report.

Okie, so here's a fucking attractive deal I've to offer :

I'll pay you 50 bucks if you're willing to write my report for me.

Anyone ? =((

I'm very sad now la, having a very bad headache and Huiwen's crestfallen.

Report Report Report. Sulks.
musical carousels 2:52 AM
Thursday, June 22, 2006

Zouk, Mambo Jumbo.

She's my newly found small sidekick!

Jie jie got the prettier genes. =(



Tossing sand into her eyes,
Is this how you seek pleasure in your life?
Unveiling truths through disreputable acts;
You're definitely a felon who deserves no respect.

Scarlet thoughts, putrid fantasies and no love - that's what you're, bastard.

Cheryl, I'll stand by you.

This is no scuzzy promise, that's for sure.

My wisdom tooth's growing. Tong tong. =(
musical carousels 4:03 PM
Wednesday, June 21, 2006

I have a very queer habit - I can only blog quite long entries on my notebook. Sheesh. Anyway, I seriously detest Sun Ho! Okie, it's not exactly a random enmity; she just so happen to be on 100% entertainment right this instant. Roarr.

Digressing, I picked Miss G from work today, and we headed off to handy road to watch Silent Hill, which's a total waste of money. The plot's utterly fatuous and the supposingly, walking corpses are too fictional and immensely insipid. However, if you're extremely pusillanmious, yet, happen to be a terrific screamer, like me, then, this is one sizzling film you wouldn't want to relinquish.

post-note: Oh yes,it does have the ability to make u cling, and I mean CLING, onto your partner throughout 3/4 of the movie. Heh.

Afterwhich, Miss G ( for the first time, as she claimed) took a not very long bus ride home with me! Which allowed us to have our mini squabbling session ( what's new anyway ), share a couple of marshmallows and not forgetting, introducing a rather perky song,to me that is. =))

All in all, this luscious jaunt has indirectly, coated an invisible layer of bouyancy all over me. Hehe, Xue ish beri happi!

Alright, just as I've mentioned to Lio, being 18 (years old) is a year when you're allowed to type in an Ah lIaN Format (That's if Euphoria decided to knock on your door). And yes, it's nobody's but Xue's fuzzy logic, DOH.

The time now's 2.32am and I reckon my noctunal behavior's making me lose my mind's stability. Oh well, perhaps Miss G was partically right, it could be that Caramel Frapp. that made me misplace a tad bit of my sanity. A.though caffeine's pretty heinous, BUT, by adding caramel to a caffeine mixture, is a sin that shouldn't be missed, even if it keeps u awake for your entire life.

I'm getting fat, but I shall console myself by making it my birthday resolution.

Lastly, I've purchased my first 4d ticket today! The draw's tomorrow, and hopefully, I'll be able to strike 1st prize, though it's only $1 big and $1 small. =/

Post-note(2) : Miss G said that I should have bought $50 big/small instead, for life's a gamble and you've to brave it's risks, in order to obtain a magnificent rainbow for it's concluding act. Still, WHO IS SHE FUCKING KIDDING MAN! hah.

I love being in love. =) YAY! And aaronn shall be my newly found grammer addict.

TILL THEN
musical carousels 1:53 AM
Monday, June 19, 2006

The Birthday Gifts.
(L-R)Top from Clarine,Gucci Envy Me Fragrance from Ryl BF,Sylvia and Sonny.
Guess Watch,Agnes B locket from the Silly one.


$1500 Diamond ring & $1750 Tennis bracelet(No pic available for now ) From Lee Hwa Jewellery, both purchased by my generous mother. =DD



Unsuccessful Sunrise-viewing @ Punggol Park (Bloody Rain)

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Boisterous Jocularity @ Winebar/zouk


Beatific Ambushcade on Kim Seng Bridge. =))

Ignited candles laced over home-baked brownies;
Bona fide friendships paired with eternal blithe.

This isn't a fucked up 18th birthday after all.

Gen,BEST FRIEND,Sonny,Sylvia(Cheryl's daddy huh!),Candice,Aaronn,Joey,Clarine,Issac, and all who made my birthday such a saccharine treat, thank you. =))

Have I told u, the key holder of my locket, that your osculations are immensely addictive? Grins.
musical carousels 5:45 PM
Saturday, June 17, 2006

I'm feeling quite dejected. Somehow, I feel that my prefect birthday will eventually be warped into something dreadful. I think I'm heavily cursed. I mean, the previous celebration wasn't exactly that delectable as well. If I didn't recall wrongly, I remember Celeste breaking up with me on that particular day, last year.

Then again, it wasn't exactly her fault. Still, I wouldn't say it's something saccharine to elicit about.

Had a huge rukus between the folkers and myself last night. To make matters worse, sheshallnotbenamed was consumed by indiganations - all because I wasn't able to leash my antagonism. Nonetheless, I won't deny that I'm quite disturbed by her reaction. I can't believe I'm actually crying while typing this, perhaps, it's partly because of of the current song that's spinning on my itunes, still, I have to say that I'm a tad bit enervated. No, it's not because she's unable to provide me with any gratifications/complacency. On the contrary, she leaves me feeling amorous, and not forgetting, she's extremely nectareous. Just as Cheryl and Sylvia said, I get high on her.

However, I must admit, no one's prefect. And again, sheshallnotbenamed isn't all that surreal. I detest the way she shift her responsiblities, and the way she eludes from reality. I'm immensely upset with her pretendences and her insensitivity. I'm trying hard to overlook them, and learning to adapt to this intermittent attitude of hers. I'm really trying. But it's utterly tedious. There's a limit to the amount of pacifications that I'm able to provide, really.

The worst has yet to be mentioned. Sheshallnotbenamed isn't even spending my birthday with me. Apparently, she'll be busy working. So much for fulfilling the number one felicitation on the birthday wishlist.

I'm ranting to you, diary, that's because you're the only thing that's willing to listen. My amidst's filled with perplexities and infuriations, my friends are upset, and my current love is ignoring me. The state I'm in's extremely grody. I'm tired from being oh-so-magnanimous. Do you know that my own father don't even know when's my birthday? I'm just so sick of portraying myself as that girl whose world's filled with pink bunnies, rainbows, and shimmers. I want to be pampered and here's a newsflash, THIS DAMSEL REQUIRES SOME ATTENTION.

Tell me, when will it be a day where I'm being adored, for once? Where ecstatic people are able to have a single, serene star gazing session with me, and where bulimia isn't my everything.

I'm getting bitter, very bitter in fact.

Seriously, I envy Clarine for having Issac with her 24/7. Now now, I'm not expecting sheshallnotbenamed to spend such a vast amount of time with me, neither am I conducting an indirect hint. I just yearn for a puny amount of appreiciation, is it too much to ask for?

I had better shut up, before another tumult of misconceptions fall on both, sheshallnotbenamed and myself.

And did i mention? This is going to be one fucked up 18th birthday.
musical carousels 4:19 PM
Friday, June 16, 2006

Internet's finally working.

The girl's turning eighteen this coming 19th.

Changed my mobile number, and I realised that my contact list decreased from a stunning 100 odd to an apathetic amount of 27. =(

So, it'll be nice if u guys actually let me know your numbers over msn, yah?

Oh, the celebration will be held at MOS this coming Sunday. If you love me enough, U'll turn up, right? ( ya, I'm counting my luck here. )

Anyhoos, nothing exciting to blog about. Till then.
musical carousels 4:26 PM
Sunday, June 11, 2006

Wampum, the mother of all embroilments; The solo key to unlock one's groteque distortion.

Malicious accusations sprout wild acrimonies.

Answer this,

Will you sit back and watch a predictable mishap?

Or,

Will you find an alternative solution to prevent it's initiation?
musical carousels 2:30 PM
Friday, June 09, 2006








Sylvia said that I've a CNP pose for every picture. =( But, I can't help it if my right view's the nicest attribute of my face, what.

I'm tired and my left eye's having a really bad infection.

P/s : I haven't been attending school, hownowbrownmoo?

Creamed lips and transcendental kisses;
Rapturous gestures with sensual twists.
Ensorcelled by the windows to your soul;
I'm cloaked with a sheer auroral glow.
musical carousels 11:51 PM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006

I'm feeling extremely irasible today, I can literally stuff 20 cows down my throat and moo around like one mad bull. To top it off, the sun's just irritating me further.

Why did god even make the sun yellow? Why can't it be pink or green. Yellow is a sick colour, which's only appreciated by grandmothers.

I'm not so excited about femme quest anymore. How?

Wingtai's a cheater; They simply refuse to release my pay cheque. Fucking enraging, know.

Haiyah, screw the entire human population.
musical carousels 9:51 AM
Monday, June 05, 2006

Great, just great. I totally ripped my nokia charger's cable all cause it got stucked to the wheel of my rolling chair. UGH.

Decided to give school a miss, Sheesh, I reckon it'll soon become an execrable habit. =(

Anyhow, since I'm that bored, I shall jot down the perfect gifts for my birthday! ( Arranged in order )

- Quality time with a particular woodblock.
- Girls' night/day out with the girlfriends.
- A Nokia Connectivity Cable CA-53 ( You can get it from Yahoo auctions, it's only 18 bucks, heh. )
- An Ipod Nano.
- Wedges and Heels; Shoes are just so hot right now. ( Btw, I'm a size 9 / Eur 40 )
- Garments, Esp those from F21 !
- Vintage Necklaces / Ear rings
- Tummy trim!? hah.
- Luscious Scents
- A Natural Confectionery Gummies Hamper
- Head bands
- White Bag
- Guess Watches
- Money

Okie, that's a wrap. Yes yes, I'm one greedy girl.

p/s : I hate the Monday blues.
musical carousels 11:59 AM
Saturday, June 03, 2006

No one will accept a person with a major eating disorder.

No one.

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What do you get when you add salty tears with a mixture of wild thoughts?

A panging heart and a fucking full stop.

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5 pairs of shoes ( Heels, to be exact), 5 tops, 3 pairs of shorts and one shirt dress - Retail therapy has never been that phat, like seriously. =) Then again, I splurged a total of $500.00 within a mere period two fucking miserable days. Goodness, I think I should hire a financial planner, before I end up terminating all my bank accounts. Gah.

School's been good, except for given assignments/projects. =( I need some assistances, BADLY!

ps : I'm having a major pimple outbreak, again! HOW!?
pps : I'm becoming uglier.
ppps: Now, WHO SAY THAT XUE DOESN'T EAT?! ( refer to the following picture )



I love sashimi, and sashimi loves me too!

Huiwen, Please come home soon.
musical carousels 2:16 PM

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