| I tend to get all emo in the midst of every freaking morning, and it doesn't help when I decided to display some meddlesomeness by reading incomprehensibleme.
It seems like everyone will go through a stage when their hearts will be ruptured; when old flames can never be renewed, despite being in denial that he/she will return someday.
I miss the times when I solely sat at changi airport's viewing gallery. Guess that was the only time I managed to savor the true meaning of serenity.
I haven't been able to have a proper star gazing session within the past few months. Or rather, I haven't had the time to do such meaningful stuff anymore. My amidst's filled with strenuosity - it's getting much harder to breathe. Driving, modeling events, assignments and work have been consuming so much time and energy.
Sometimes I wonder whether I'm working for my own personal benefits, or for my mum. She seems to be boasting to everyone about my participation for a particular moto show that's paying me 1k for it. Yet, it seems like the only thing she's able to brag about.
I don't even see her being that excited when I told her I passed my advance.
I can't believe it, but I've finally reached the point where I just want to be pampered and not lay a finger on any financial matters. I mean, I enjoy splurging, but the process of obtaining the float's annoying. In short, I'm tired of maintaining my independence.
I don't even mind extracting my backbone for utmost luxury and pure dotingness.
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Hila : Yup. Studied the entire book. The questions aren't hard, so long as you're able to predict the outcomes for assorted roadblocks and such.
Passerby : Got the swimsuit from Dorothy Perkins. |
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